ohh em gee.

im stressing from high school so much.

seriously i think my high school HATES me.

i ask them questions about registration day, they tell me to look in my registration packet. but MY PACKET IS MESSED UP

THEY HAVE NOTHING IMPORTANT INSIDE IT

i've been missing practically all the paper work that i NEED to turn in.

i had to go to my high school effin 7 times to get all the papers, and now i notice that i dont have the picture sheet. now i cant get my pictures done.

FFFFUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKk!!!!!!!

i am stressing so effin much right now. AGGGGHHHHHH

theres so many things to do before i go to uni.

i have to make so many phone calls the comfirm a lot of things!!!!!

i have to make an account and pay for some supplies i need >:O

btw, i didnt make it to the tennis team. this is offcially the start of my worst life...ever.

i feel gloomy these days..

especially infront of my parents =/

i dont talk to my mom and dad as much about everything; im not open to them anymore

whats wrong with me?

is this showing that im starting to act more MATURE?

is this showing i dont like them as much as before?

OR

AM I TURNING EMO!?

im really bright around my friends. just not infront of my family "/

how odd.

my mom has no life..

ASDFGHJKLALJHASFJADHFGAJKDHKADAGDKJADBaeg bYJUBEgfri

other than bother me and yell at me. !%#@!#@

today, she started yelling at me because SHE ordered something else on accident for lunch.

i just tried to translate for her and asked them if they could change it into something else.

they said no, obviously. but my mom thought i just told them it was fine. who does she think she is? im better at english than her.. she knows that, but shes so confident that i said something else. wtf, that old fagg.

well anyways, tomorrows the last day of tennis camp. dang. it passed by so fast, summers coming to an end. it feels like yesterday was 8th grade graduation and i was finally free. now im getting prepared for high school.wow.

i have tennis tryouts on august 28th >__< and i doubt ill get in, cuz my coach told me i have a 50% chance of getting in, DAMN, i suck. bleh

now all i have is either track or..dance, my mom made me sign up for effin dance. and i SUCK at dance. >:O

and track, i like running but im really slow. ill doubt the track team would want me either

now, dance. i suck. thats it. ill humiliate myself. bleh

i like singing but i suck at that too. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO TAKE AT HIGH SCHOOL!!!!! >=O

great, im already stressing...

it really sucks to be sick. bleh

one reason is because you feel drowzy for the entire day..

second reason is because you miss a bestfriends birthday. AGGGGH

third reason is because you feel negative.

i couldnt sleep at all last night cuz of the 3 hour nap. and right now i feel like asdfghjkl;

&i had tennis and piano, which made me even more exhausted. it still feels like i still have that jetlag from Japan. i thought i got rid of it but...guess not. i also didnt do so well during tennis and piano, at all.

How am i supposed to try out for the tennis team at this rate? How will i pass the piano testing without even remembering a note.

ill really have the concentrate and use my time wisely before school starts, i feel like im going to regret a lot of things..

OH MY ASDFGHJKLKDJAD GOSH!!

NEW INFORMATION! I HATE ANDREW, I CANT EVEN BELIEVE I CONSIDERED HIM A FRIEND, GOSH WAS I ON HIGH THAT TIME!?!?!AGGGHHHHHHHH!!!! @#!@!@!#@$@#$###@!#